Monday, December 6, 2010
Vegas, baby!
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Less than 1%
Thanks to each of you for your help in getting me here. Lex, thanks for coming with me to the appointment...I was glad to have you there.
Now I can really say: BRAIN TUMOR - CHECK. DONE.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Seven Weeks and One Day
Besides humbling, the road of recovery is waking up every morning and reintroducing your self to your body.
Self: Good morning body, how ya' feeling today?
Body: Okay, but my neck is real stiff from the incision and my left eye is numb.
Self: No worries, we’ll take it easy today.
But today it went something like this…
Self: Good morning body, how ya' feeling today?
Body: Alright. Tired from the tinnitus.
Self: Hmm, I have an idea. I think it's time we try running!
And so you have it - I ran this morning… and it was GREAT! Granted, I ran slower today than I did on the first mile I ever ran when it was California State Law for all fifth graders to complete the mile. But that’s no big whoop; I still tried! Not only did I feel drunk, I know I looked drunk because I zigzagged from side to side. But who cares because I did it - wow!
Okay, my body’s now telling my self that it’s time for a nap.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Seven Week Anniversary
I’ve retreated back to the mountains for some sunshine, rest and quiet! After three days in the noisy, foggy city for my sister’s baby shower, I am exhausted and feel like I have jetlag. It was wonderful to be home although old habits die hard; I simply tried to cram too much in. I was running on fumes and adrenalin, wishing for the energy I was privileged with before June 16th. Again the long road of recovery humbles me. I’ll just have to Carpe Diem in my own new post-op kind of way. Today is my seven-week anniversary (yes, I’m counting weeks now instead of days) and I can actually start to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
My face is still improving every day, which, to me, is nothing short of a miracle. I’m extremely optimistic that, in due time, the rest of it will recovery as well (my eye will close when I sleep, taste will come back, my left eye will tear when I cry… and if not, it’ll be my party trick).
I’m still learning to cope with being deaf on one side but have figured out that turning my good ear, like an old fashion ear trumpet, truly helps. The tinnitus is brutal because it never really stops ringing or swishing – but, again, I’m sure that’ll continue to heel as everything adjusts, and I’ll have peace and quiet again one day. I do have an appointment next week at Stanford to find out if I retained any hearing and what my options are in terms of a hearing aid. Fingers crossed!
The vertigo is its own beast - I feel like I’m drunk all of the time and trying to keep from falling over. When I get too tired, I have to use my arms to help guide me. Because I have already noticed improvements, I’m confident that this will continue to recover as the right side gets used to taking care of the left.
Luckily, unlike Cousin Eddie, my titanium plate doesn’t inhibit me from getting too close to the microwave. (Chevy Chase’s Christmas Vacation anyone?)
Rumor has it that the cost of surgery is going to be $250k +/-. Guess I don’t have a million dollar smile, but I'm happy with a quarter million dollar smile… even if it does veer to the right.
Thank you for supporting me and getting me to today. Seven weeks ago I would not have thought it possible, but you reminded me that it was. And here I am, ear trumpet and all!
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
I didn’t get shampoo in my eye today…!!!!
Thanks to modern technology and the iPhone, I was able to have a “virtual” appointment with my Stanford surgeon and his fellow while I was in the mountains… and they think they have a diagnosis for me explaining why I was having so many changes in my facial appearance and its function. They believe that I have an uncommon, underreported phenomenon called Delayed Facial Nerve Palsy – and that it is treatable. A miracle, if you ask me. While I was in the hospital, they thought I had aseptic meningitis but I tested negative for it. One of my surgeons co-authored a medical study on Delayed Facial Nerve Palsy. The report drew the conclusion that a pseudo aseptic meningitis diagnosis predisposes patients to this virus. After a long phone call with the doctors and using my iPhone to send about 15 pictures of my incision, ear and various facial functions (i.e. smiling, winking, raising my eyebrows), they were confident with their diagnosis and even went as far as to say, “Adri, we’re going to get you your smile back.” Music to my one, good ear.
With the help of five new medicines, my doctors set the expectation that most people get better within six weeks to 1 year, but I am already noticing improvements. Instead of waking up every morning with double vision and some new facial weakness issue – and the fear that comes with the unknown of getting worse, I am waking up better. I didn’t get shampoo in my eye when I showered this morning implying that my eye was able to stay closed. Again, a true miracle in my opinion.
Thank you for following the blog, and for your support and prayers that have helped me get back on the path of recovery. I can’t wait to see you when I’m back from the mountains, and hopefully show off my fixed smile!
(Side note: Don’t you think I should call Apple and tell them about how the iPhone helped me? “There’s an app for that.”)
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Just when you thought it was over...
Adri is currently up in the mountains and slowly working on her recovery. Her balance is still a bit shaky but she is making progress. She waled 2.2 miles, slowly, but she did it. She will most likely sleep the rest of the day but she is so goal oriented that she is really trying to push herself within her bodies limits and the direction of the doctors. I felt like the coll older sister the other day because I let her drive within the subdivision in the mountains. She had a little bit of a rough time backing up and turning but it is all practice. She did pretty well but not sure she is ready for a long roadtrip.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Fresh Mountain Air = End of the Blog
This blog has really been an outlet for many of us to share our experiences with all of our family and friends. Adri has treasured the comments from all of you and has continued to be inspired by your love and support. We are not taking the blog down so feel free to keep commenting as we always look forward to your thoughts.
From here on out please contact Adri directly re: visiting. She will be in the mountains for awhile and will look forward to a busy visiting schedule when she returns.
Thank you for all of the flowers, gifts and cards. Unfortunately she won't receive anything you send to my parents house for some time. Please reach out to Adri if you do have something you want to send her way and she can tell you how to find her.
Please read below for some last thoughts from my mom.
Thank you all! This journey would have been so much more difficult without the support from our treasured family and friends!
Limoncello
Adri is on the road to recovery, and I must say it is a very profound journey.
Along the way, our family has benefited more than we could have ever realized.
Our family has become even stronger and closer.
We have reconfirmed our amazing friendships with our lifelong friends.
We have reestablished bonds with people whom we met along life's journey.
We have renewed contacts with business associates of years past.
Individual friendships have extended to become family relationships.
We are cared for by the most amazing medical staff.
We are watched over by our Guardian Angels.
The uncanny "Six Degrees of Separation" theory has been proven beyond a shadow of a doubt.
We have been introduced to people who have become instant friends, including others with acoustic neuromas and ICU nurses that we would not have met without this twist of fate.
And the list goes on...
These are the precious gifts of life to be cherished.
All because of an ice cream cone shaped tumor (the doctors description) lodged next to Adri’s brain. My son-in-law says he can't wait for Adri to tell her nephew-to-be about the summer Auntie Adri got an ice cream cone stuck in her head. Ahhhhhh, family stories!!!!
One never knows where life will lead, but Adri has shown us how to make the best of any situation that comes our way, the good and the not so good. She has demonstrated great spirit, defined courage, shown dignity in all actions, looked at the big picture and approached everything with a smile and a sense of humor. She makes us all proud. Lemons or Limoncello? Ask Adri, she knows the answer to that one!!
Who knew you could learn so much from your children?
Adri keeps saying, "I am so lucky". My family amazes me. Adri is wise beyond her years. Allison is determined and strong of heart. Lex is protective and steadfast. Molly and Mike are treasures. My husband is our pillar of strength. I feel as if I am the lucky one!
Every kindness sent to Adri is so greatly appreciated. Thank you. Life is good.
Mom/Marlene/Grandmother-to-be
Monday, June 28, 2010
Thank You!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Sushi? At a Restaurant? 11 Days after Surgery? YES!!
She really is improving but it is still going to be a long road. I am sure she is in her jammies right now and headed to bed. She is such an active person and it is really hard for her to sit still and just heal. If you have any good restful hobbies you could recommend she pick up that would be great, maybe knitting or origami?
Adri is so appreciative of all of the support, love, flowers and gifts. She has told me so many times that she hopes to someday be able to verbalize and thank everyone for everything they have done for her through this process. You all have made it easier for her and for our family.
Thanks!
Friday, June 25, 2010
32 years old and Adri still needs a babysitter!
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Let's give credit where credit is due
Fewer Postings= More Progress
-The scrapbook with all of your notes, pictures and stories. Adri says she looks at this daily and it makes her smile.
-Tons of beautiful flowers in various colors.
-The closet doors in the bedroom are covered with cards and notes from all of you. She looks at them before she goes to bed and when she wakes up.
She continues to tell me how she feels so loved and how she truly believes all of the support has made a difference in her recovery.
As you know Adri is a pretty active person, she doesn't like to sit home and watch the boob tube. She is getting a little, ok maybe a lot, bored. But the problem is she still doesn't have the stamina to do much. She just had a visitor and as soon as she left Adri closed her eyes. I brought over all my cheesy DVDs to try and give her some entertainment since she is still struggling a bit with reading.
Some big news today, Adri has ditched the walker! She is walking on her own, although carefully. She is still working on her balance and getting her footing right but this is a big step towards recovery.
Tomorrow is going to be another butt numbing experience! She is going back to Stanford to get her 28 staples in her head out and the 3 sutures in her belly button. They had to do a mini liposuction from her belly, like there was anything there! They took some of that fat and created a "fat dam" where the tumor was in order to create a dam between her brain and her spinal fluid. Is that gross or what? Our whole family offered to be donors but no such luck!
I hope that once Adri gets her staples out she will be up for some blog postings. Look for another update tomorrow evening!
Thanks again for everything!
Allison
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Funny Moments and Visiting Hours
When she first came out of surgery they asked her what year it was? Adri responded with 1978. Pretty funny since she was born in 1978 and was not really talking yet. They asked her who the President was she replied, I don't know. Well now she has gotten things straight and knows it is 2010 and Obama rules the roost.
As you know Dr. Harsh was Adri's neurosurgeon. But did you know Dr. Harsh is married to Meg Whitman, the woman running for Governor of California? With a successful surgery, Meg may have secured a few more votes!
Adri had what mom called a day off today. She mostly slept and watched the boob tube today. She is missing some pain medication so the pain was a bit more today and hopefully that will get remedied tonight.
Adri is looking forward to having a few visitors this week but for those of you who do come by please keep your visits to 30 minutes because as soon as you leave she will go straight to bed! Please send me an email if you would like to see her and I will help coordinate your visit.
Monday, June 21, 2010
ADRI IS SNUGGLED IN BED WITH MR. GREEN- POSTED BY MOM
You know how you can look back on life and think, wow, that was interesting, or, I really had fun, or, what a happy occasion, or why me, or that could have gone better, or, that was lousy, or, wasn't that intriguing? I was thinking about that today on how we categorize daily happenings and they go into a myriad of different memory files that you keep as your own personal journal of life. On my drive home from Stanford today with my "acoustic neuroma free" baby girl, I was thinking of this. To categorize this day for my life files, I will say that it has to be one of the best days of my life.
Mom/Marlene/Grandmother-to-be
No more hospital gowns!
Home Sweet Home
Before she left today she spent some time working with a Physical Therapist because she is still not able to walk on her own. This is pretty unusual for someone with an acoustic neuroma. She was sent home with a walker and will continue to walk with that until she is cleared by the therapist. She is going to need 30 days of physical therapy to get her to the right place as far as walking is concerned. She walks a little to the right and feels like she may fall backwards. This is mostly due to the vertigo.
Her pain was better today, somewhere around a 2, which is a big improvement. She is also having more pain that normal so hopefully the steroid regiment will help with the inflammation to the lining of the brain.
Adri also had some trouble reading this morning. Last night she was able to read the blog entries with no problems but this morning she couldn't read. The doctors believe that this has to do with her brain settling after the surgery. They were in there messing around for 10 hours!
She is really excited to see people but still completely exhausted. Hopefully she will be up for a couple of visitors tomorrow but we will ask people to limit their visits so she can get her rest. Hopefully she will be feeling great soon and be looking for companionship.
Adri said she may be up for posting her own thoughts on the blog tonight so stay tuned!
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Meningitis Free and Time to Go Home
As many of you know my dad is a numbers guy, so we tasked him to count the staples and she has 28 staples! Ouch!
Adri will be headed home Monday, hopefully she will get discharged at around 11AM. She is making great improvements but just felt more comfortable taking one more night at the hospital.
The drive home is going to be a challenge with her vertigo. She feels like things are swaying and moving so the hour long drive with all that motion is going to be tough. Not too mention the bumpy roads! They are the worst in SF.
Once we get her home we will figure out how she wants visiting hours to work. She is anxious to see people and still trying to focus on her recovery.
Thanks for all the continued support- everyone has been truly amazing!
Almost Tube Free!
Having some pain problems/ Aseptic Meningitis
The have given her a preliminary diagnosis of aseptic meningitis. This seems like a scary term but here is the definition:
Aseptic Meningitis is an illness characterized by serous inflammation of the linings of the brain. Meningitis means inflammation of the membranes covering the brain and spinal cord.
The doctors say this is not the scary kind of meningitis that has to do with infection but much more about inflammation. Since they were in there poking the lining of the brain it is not uncommon to have some swelling after a surgery like hers. They are going to put her on a 5-7 day dose of steroids to see if they can get the inflammation under control to help her pain.
The doctors were not ready to release er this morning but said they would check on her this afternoon to see if she is ready to go home. The nurses are pushing Adri to get up and walk around, not lay in bed because they want her to be more active to prevent fever. So far she has avoided that.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Big Hair
Adri had a few visitors today and although she loved the company she was tired tonight.
This morning when the doctors were doing their rounds they told her there was a possibility she would go home today and she simply said she was not ready. There is a chance that she will go home (my parents house) tomorrow, she has not committed to anything but decided to wait and see how she is feeling and make the call then.
She showered today, got fresh sheets and went for a couple short walks. Life is good.
Saturday
Friday, June 18, 2010
A note from Adri
Love Adri
Houston, we have lift off
This morning Adri got out of bed and walked down the hallway!!! She also managed to eat a little bit of food and is sitting in a chair. This is a huge improvement and we are so very happy for her. Dr. Harsh came in during lunch to see how she was doing and said that her progress is very "above average." Most patients after this surgery apparently aren't up until two to three more days later. Truly amazing. At this pace we think she **might** be able to check out Sunday or Monday. Adri said she would be up for reading the blog later today so please post!!!
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Goodnight from Adri
Those of you might be aware that Adri has her list of her 100 things to do in life (the bucket list). She informed Marlene tonight she added "Brain Tumor" to the list bringing the number to 101. :)
Lex asked her what quote she wanted on the blog. Adri said to quote her as saying "blaaaaahhhhhh."
The family appreciates all of the kind words and notes from everyone. I'm sure Adri will enjoy reading all the comments when she is feeling better.
Adri also asked us to say thank you to everyone for all the love and support.
A Move and Visiting
When I asked her about visitors she simply said "not yet".
At this time we would like to request that any flowers be delivered to Mom and Dad's house next week. We will let everyone know when we get her home!
Thanks again for your well wishes!!
Visiting Adri
Thanks for your patience as rest is a huge part of her recovery!
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16 hours after surgery
She has a great attitude. We complimented her bravery and strength and she simply replied that it was her only option. She seems to be very aware, she remembers saying good night to us last night, what was said during previous visits, all of the people who have come by to say hello. She is lucky enough to have such a big network of friends that she actually knows one of the nurses who works in the neurology ICU, another friend who works in the recovery area and one of Dad's old business colleague's daughter who is a resident here who happened to be working in ICU last night. They have all stopped by and been great. Lisa the ICU nurse texted me updates early this morning when we weren't allowed to visit.
She is still in ICU for now but the plan is to move her to the next stage of her recovery on the neurology floor where she will have more flexible visiting hours and we are crossing our fingers for a private room!
I took a picture of her to post so as soon as my IT support (Lex) arrives we will post it so you can all see how good she looks.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Good Night Baby Sister
Her ICU nurse Dona was great and Adri seems to be in good hands. We only stayed a short while during the last visiting period because they gave her some Valium and she was so tired. She sent us home to sleep in our own beds and we will be back in the morning for the next round of visiting hours.
This was a really long day for all of us so I hope everyone gets some good sleep tonight knowing that our brave Adri did remarkably well and is now tumor free!
Good Night Baby Sister.
Good Night Everyone.
And THANK YOU!
Adri Sighting!!!
8hrs and 1min
Mom just erned a life time acheivment award
Small update
Waiting is the hardest part!
Surgery has Started
Adri just went in
Her status will be posted on the update board in the waiting room and we will write more soon.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Recovery Address
Adri Hallenberger c/o Mike and Marlene Hallenberger
1896 Pacific Ave #204
San Francisco, Ca 94109
Wednesday June 16th- Surgery Day
Our family thanks you for all the love and support you have shown Adri over the last few weeks as we have approached this day. She has been overwhelmed, in a good way, by all of the well wishes and support she has seen from everyone.
Please feel free to forward this blog along to anyone I may have missed. This will be a really easy way for us to stay in touch with all of you as well as a great mechanism to capture your thoughts and comments through this process.
Everyone keep your fingers crossed, say a pray and keep her in your thoughts on Wednesday.
Thanks,
Allison
Monday, June 14, 2010
Acoustic Neuroma Definition By Mayo Clinic Staff
Symptoms of acoustic neuroma, including hearing loss, develop from the tumor pressing on the nerve. But, acoustic neuromas don't invade brain tissue like cancer does.
For some people, an acoustic neuroma remains so small it never causes problems. Treatment options include regular monitoring, radiation and surgical removal.